My works makes me feel better

yes! this is me.

2009-04-17T07:16:00.000-07:00

I always wanted to write every messages that comes to my mind but it seems that the words coming from my head are not exactly the expression that I am writing. There's always a dilema inside in me in terms of my writing skills. I actually found myself idiot about this matter and I felt so dumb and moron and all. I envy my classmates and friends who can write so well. I always wish to be like them. I want to imitate them. I am jealous of what they can do. Everytime I see them, I always feel so little. They have been my energy drainer since i knew them.

Indeed, man have all these flaws. Flaws that made them imperfect. Imperfect of the things they wanted to be perfect. To be awesome but turned into a fear. I actually have this self inferiority. I treat myself as someone who cannot contribute like a great mind can do. Is it wrong to wish something like this for your self? Is it bad to look your self as someone you wanted to be? I admit, its all my fault. Fault that I never nourish so it turns into dormant skill. Is there anymore time to developed of what I have neglected? I wish I can bring back time.

This brings to my sense when I have read one of the write- ups of my friend. I thougth this person will be added as my energy drainer. Another man to remind me that i cannot do of what he is good at it. But i was wrong, he became my motivation to write and t speak my conviction, feelings, and ideas.

--to be contiue

Edward Cullen

2009-02-23T19:55:00.001-08:00

Do you know him? He is Edward Cullen. He is my favorite character in the book and the twilight movie. He is a vampire to tell you a beautiful vampire. He is an extraordinary vampire. He can read your minds apart from Bella, his human love. He never bite human, he and his family are called "vegetarians" because they prefer to eat animals and never destroyed human lives.

He is seventeen years old and forever will be seventeen. Vampires do not grow old. The time they were created as a vampire they stop growing. He will be forever young.

fave Quotes

2009-02-22T07:00:00.000-08:00

Edward is too beautiful to be real (twilight, pg. 123)

its too easy to be myself with you (edward, twilight, pg. 123)

"I'm the world's best predator, aren't I? Everything about me invites you in — my voice,
my face, even my smell. As if I need any of that! (edward, twilight, pg. 124)

"Yes, you are exactly my brand of
heroin." (edward, twilight, pg. 126)

"You
are the most important thing to me now. The most important thing to me ever." (edward, twilight,pg. 129)

"And so the lion fell in love with the lamb…" (edward, twiight, pg. 129)

The future isn't set in stone. Things
change."

Edward of Bella

2009-02-22T05:39:00.000-08:00

twiligth is the safest time of the day
the easiest and the saddest in a way
the end of another day and the return of the night
to rule the world with his hands.

His topaz eyes and onyx for the next two week
His smooth marble like diamond and pale, frozen skin
His scent and voice are too perfect and beautiful
like an angel that could be more glorious.

His like a lion who fell in love with the lamb
protective and fascinated with vulnerable her
do anything probably the best
for his one and only human love

one request that he'd appreciate is to
Be safe like no one ever did.

its all about me

2008-12-05T19:53:00.000-08:00

lets get the ball rolling.....
=)
FOOD

i love eating..
fried and lechon chicken

oranges, grapes, and mangoes
(hilaw kag luto, lol)

kwek kwek (yummy)

beverage?! i'll go w/
orange juice and
sago't gulaman w/ milk
sweet? cakes
ice cream (cookies and cream)and

chocolates =)..

LIKES TO DO..
i am motivated to make poems

because of my teacher (engl.143)

its a need to read so i read =)
i like to draw but... u know wat i mean.. (d' ko kbalo)
MY FAMILY

papa- who keeps on telling me that he love me so much
mama- my partner in crime

ate ayl - super bestbud financer in the world =) peace!

boy2- who is inlove now, i think! =)

sis aiah- the pasaway yet sweetie girl in home.

WHATS IN ME
i am fascinated w/ people

who have white skin

(negra bi koh and they always tease me w/ my skin..haha)

but i learn to love my skin

because only XHEENA touches my skin,

who touches yours?! lol

i am easily get irritated w/

people who keeps on watching
my actions
live your life leave mine, meany!.. blee

i am sometimes pasaway but not to the extent of giving harm to myself and others.
i love petty things..

pink and white are my fav. colors..

i have high intensity when it comes to..

laughter

lagaw

clothes(hehe)

WHAT'S WORST IN ME? :(

i sometimes hurt other people with my nonsense tongue.

some people get irritated to me, dunno why! maybe because of my noise.. and i hate it about myself! grrr...

this all for now. bow!

this is me, this is the real me.

PAAMAN!
one truth i know

that JESUS loves me so much and accepted me for who I am. He can do it to you also :) bless us all.

Simply gorgeous

2008-11-07T03:27:00.000-08:00

-HAIKU-

Different faces
glittering, twinkling lil' eyes
happiness can seen.

Beautiful princess
living in a quite place
guard by God above.

Smiles seen in their faces
mourns and troubles are hidden
strong courage is shown.

one of my unforgettable experience

2008-10-19T02:11:00.000-07:00

Team-Teaching

Personally, one thing I can describe about my feelings on my first actual team teaching is mentally and physically tortured. Uncounted heart beat, cold perspiration, rehearsing of the things to be said, walking back and forth, shaking over my body and a nerve breaking moment while waiting for the signal to enter in the classroom and it is maybe because it is said that our assigned room is a section one class and a big doubt if I mastered my topic, my grammars, my facial expressions, gestures, and worried if everything will turn into mess and it is observable that my buddies have the same feeling the way I had.

I am just very thankful to our Cooperating Teacher that she gave us five minutes to relax, to settle everything, and to asked help to our God to give us the courage and presence of mind. I supposed she understood what we are going through. Our most awaited moment was come to pass we entered the room for she had given us the signal. Personally, upon entering the room I looked at the students, roamed my eyes to the posters posted in the wall and I saw the word SMILE which encourage me to smile even when I feel like running.

Everything runs smoothly at the start though all eyes are looking at us, observing of what we will do, grammars to correct, and especially our CT that is observing us. They loved the puzzle activities and they enjoyed it. We facilitated it together with my two buddies. But at the middle of the class the technology we used which is power point presentation can’t be seen by the learners because we don’t have projector and in that students didn’t participate well in the discussion and I observed that what have we written in our lesson plan did not meet as I expected. At the end of the class our cooperating teacher discussed of what is our strengths and weaknesses I our teaching.

In conclusion, our team teaching was a good start in preparing us to become a better and effective teacher someday. Those vicarious experiences had helped us to understand entirely our chosen profession and I realized that to become a teacher is not an easy task as what I have known. I must have the characteristics of an effective teacher, intelligent, skillful, and many other more.

2008-10-18T23:44:00.000-07:00

Self-reliance

What makes a man to be a superstar? What makes a man to be rich? What makes a common man to be someone prominent? What makes their star so bright while others fade? What’s with them? Do they have hidden amulets? Or they have a hidden potential or ability and skills? Superstars, rich people, and those who have done excellent in thier works have the same common denominator and it is SELF-CONFIDENCE. It is a powerful tool that became a great asset to whoever use it wisely. This toll cannot be stolen nor steal by anybody.

Self-reliance is simply having self-confidence in one's self. And self-confidence can change something. A change that your life will be a worth living than the life you have before. It can make things possible because it is working with all your heart and not merely working for merits, money, or power but the satisfaction from within.

Cowards are not one of the most pitiful person in this world. For they dont possess one of th most powerful tool that can affect the quality of their works and actions, Self-confidence. Bu there is always time for change and it is only when one opt for change and start believing in oneself, then success becomes visible. It was said that humans are lucky for in the innate self their they have self-confidence. It is just a matter of believing and valuing human nature of using all endowed faculties in facing challenges and actualizing human potentials.

2008-10-18T23:42:00.000-07:00

T’NALAK DAYS IN KORONADAL

Colorful flag lets all around
Pyramid stalls stand upright
Stage has instruments to be sounded for the night
By the person behind that are best in town.

Protech is ready as an amusement park
And a place to showcase rich products
Prepared for everyone to enjoy
Cheap, ornate products are there for sale.

Giant Ferris wheel is seen by far
Large tentacles of octopus invite you to come
To join the rides with amazing laugh
With the neighboring province all around.

Different people comes out to their shells
To witness the high lighted event
Street dancing is one of them
Especially the beautiful ladies of “Mutya ng South Cotabato”
That over crowded the gym.

Though gregarious person were all dog-tired
They do not bother, for indeed,
This is one of the events that should not pass
Because T’nalak days is one of a kind.

let it be

2008-10-17T07:31:00.002-07:00

What If..

What if I was not born in this world?
Where will be I am now?

In heaven as one of the angels or a falling angel?

What if there is no judgment?

Will I distinguish the good from bad?

What if I do not have any senses?
Will I conquer the world?

What if I can't see?
Can I appreciate light?

What if I can't hear?
Can I join with the people dancing?

What if I can't smell?
Can I differentiate the good and foul odor?

What if I dont have feet?

Can I roam the world?

What if this is my situation right now?

Will my family be proud of me?

they are going to leave me?

What if they will not?

Then I will leave this Earth.

2008-10-17T07:31:00.001-07:00

Indeed life is beautiful!

2008-10-09T04:30:00.000-07:00

La Vita E Bela

One of the best movie I saw was LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL. In this movie the different views in life are shown, happiness, cruelty, and sacrificial moment in once life. Let me tell you what is the gist of this movie. Well, it started with a love story where Guido fell inlove with Dora who had charm and beauty. It was a funny love story. they both struck and fell in love at the first time they met. Along the love story, they eloped and had a son named Joshua, an intelligent and smart boy. On his sixth birthday everything had change from normal life to a complicated one. It was time of Hitler, a person who had an iron hand where he became the dictator of the Germany. In that time, Jews were all captived and one of them is the family of Guido and the sad part was they put into an abondoned prison like place. Their they lived with misery and very unfortunate. The father has the inituitive to keep Joshua think that they are just playing and every time they will get points. And time comes that the father should sacrifice for his family. Guido died to protect his family and to be courageous at the sight of his family.

REFLECTION:

What is the use of Happiness when Sadness comes not into existence, there is no sweetness in victory if there is no defeat. These what make life beautiful and meaningful and indeed life is beautiful. My mind was opened about what life is really made of, because of this, I realized that life is temporary, any point of time God can take my life and even the life of my love ones, that my plans in life are very different from what is His plan. And at this point of time, I'll treasure evrything that God has given to me, my family, my friends, my classmates, my teachers, and evryone that surrounds me. Life is not perfect but enough to do our best.

Todays Youth

2008-10-05T17:37:00.000-07:00

I Defined Youth

Some live with joy and happiness
Completely dolled up to roll the world
Get what they wants and needs
with blings to boast ahead

Yet no one see
Complete they may seem but emptiness is within.

Some are ebullient
Smiles behind their mourns
Even between the devil and the deep blue see
still did not cause them to turn a hair.

Others are introvert
prefer to have silence in the set
that cause them to have blue in the face
and make their own living world.

And their is one truth that is common to them all
Is to be harm if not in home
to swallowed a stork for gyne, a lad who loses it's own dreams.

They demand not to have a fair weathered friend
Instead Jesus who will love and care.
NOT a person who have an iron hand to rule
Instead a God with a reaching hand.

^sheen^

My Superheroes

2008-08-31T20:15:00.000-07:00

Impossible, Unreachable, and blazing dreams

that stock and doomed to fail me again

for sure regrets and despair is my condone

and its already on my way.

Yet you come to light my dusk and rough road

became my strength when I'm in low

my protection from harm

and will to my undying lie.

You have given me the love I longed

my source of joy instead of mourn

you held your reaching hands

to my stagnant life

gave me instructions

and led me to green pasture.

Now I know,

How much sweat and tears

I caused you

to make me a whole being like you

there is no other than you

so I rejoice with my soul

For I knew you

for indeed,

You Mama and Papa

are my SUPERHEROES.

History 111 ---Reflection paper

2008-08-31T20:01:00.000-07:00

Six pages of papers in reading is not a joke. It needs to read repeatedly for so many times in order to understand and digests what the author really wants to convey to his/her readers. But what was this paper in reality all about? These papers are all about Jose Rizal our national hero argument, isn’t he really to be called our national hero? Or it can be Bonifacio or Aguinaldo or maybe Mabini? Who is really is to be called? For fifteen years to be in school, I have learned through lectures of my teachers from grade one until now that our national hero is Dr. Jose Rizal. He was given much attention by our governments to integrate his life to our curriculum that could develop us from being nationalism, patriotism, and to appreciate our own culture. And now, there is a reevaluation of his (Rizal) life and works if he deserves to be entitled as our national hero.
The author of this paper has been observant and was critical in his idea. He was also an intelligent and intuitive person. He used claim and quote in his work which is good because it is more credible in the part of the reader for the reason of giving proofs in one was said and giving his own idea out of that certain quote.In my point of view, this reading assignment has two objectives to the reader, first it will be the cause of confusions and can be shaken the faith of a person about our heroes, secondly, it can also be strengthens and heighten one’s conviction in our heroes or be inquisitive enough of the truth. But there is playing in my mind why is it that this important kind of article was publish in 1970 yet we have knew it just this 2008? Did the government read and knew about it?
Upon reading the document, I was somewhat shocked of what I had found out. One of this was that the American colonial officials and chosen Filipinos appointed Rizal to be the national hero of Philippines and not our own people. Yet, I still believe that our national hero is Rizal because I still considered the person behind the decision making, they are calibrated and have been through in different experienced that made them able to appoint. I presume that they are not just ordinary person. They had seen the worth, talent and greatness of Rizal that made them decided not just they cannot find any anti-American quotations wrote by him. About revolution which is founded by Andres Bonifacio, I also agreed with Rizal that the freedom should not undergo with violence that cause death by many Filipinos. As what Rizal did, he used his intelligent and expressed his thoughts, opinions, and point of views that could be benefited by many, through pens and in that Rizal became a threat to the Spaniards and because he was belonged to the class of conservative ilustrado I assume that he has a well-planned actions against Spaniards that he died because of it. In the part of Andres Bonifacio as to be considered as our national hero my point is he used his oily actions led to the use of weapons and strengths. He did not plan so well but his aggressive mind led him.In conclusion, every persona who was involved in the liberation of our country should be given praise and his/her deserve importance. It should not be neglected by everybody because this will help us appreciate the beauty of life that was lost for the benefit of many. It is also good to be open-minded in every possibility.