yes! this is me.

I always wanted to write every messages that comes to my mind but it seems that the words coming from my head are not exactly the expression that I am writing. There's always a dilema inside in me in terms of my writing skills. I actually found myself idiot about this matter and I felt so dumb and moron and all. I envy my classmates and friends who can write so well. I always wish to be like them. I want to imitate them. I am jealous of what they can do. Everytime I see them, I always feel so little. They have been my energy drainer since i knew them.

Indeed, man have all these flaws. Flaws that made them imperfect. Imperfect of the things they wanted to be perfect. To be awesome but turned into a fear. I actually have this self inferiority. I treat myself as someone who cannot contribute like a great mind can do. Is it wrong to wish something like this for your self? Is it bad to look your self as someone you wanted to be? I admit, its all my fault. Fault that I never nourish so it turns into dormant skill. Is there anymore time to developed of what I have neglected? I wish I can bring back time.

This brings to my sense when I have read one of the write- ups of my friend. I thougth this person will be added as my energy drainer. Another man to remind me that i cannot do of what he is good at it. But i was wrong, he became my motivation to write and t speak my conviction, feelings, and ideas.


--to be contiue

Edward Cullen

Do you know him? He is Edward Cullen. He is my favorite character in the book and the twilight movie. He is a vampire to tell you a beautiful vampire. He is an extraordinary vampire. He can read your minds apart from Bella, his human love. He never bite human, he and his family are called "vegetarians" because they prefer to eat animals and never destroyed human lives.

He is seventeen years old and forever will be seventeen. Vampires do not grow old. The time they were created as a vampire they stop growing. He will be forever young.